Totally get what you mean, I had the same problem a few months ago. TradingView is nice for visualizing, but when it comes to real backtesting — especially with variable spreads or custom conditions — it’s not built for that level of detail. I ended up doing some digging and came across a breakdown of tools here
forextester.com/blog/tradingview-alternatives/ — might be worth checking out. I actually tried Forex Tester Online from that list, and it was way more helpful for simulating realistic conditions. I could replay specific setups and see how they’d play out without rushing or missing something. Honestly, just felt more in control. Hope that helps if you're trying to take things deeper without jumping straight into live risk.